I used the book of Greg Louganis, the famous HIV-positive American Olympic diver, titled Breaking the Surface.
LIVING WITH HIV
I had accepted that I was afraid
when I really didn't want
HIV, a dumb secret
I was sure to be a scandal.
Yet HIV was no way to be.
It turned out I had it together
all on my own, one cold morning.
I wanted to scream at my life,
to be thankful and to stop moaning about
Postscript: All rights of the book goes to Mr. Louganis and his publisher.